How was i supposed to know
how could i prepare at all
not a word and not a sign
you were fed up with what i am
I turn back the time
and then it's so clear that i had already lost
I don't understand you
I can't say i blame you
I keep telling me i did wrong
I never had a chance to say
whatever could have made you stay
I keep thinking - have to be strong
It's so hard it takes me out
I am back into square one
I am sure that you are ok
with me ending up betraid
I turn back the time
and then it's so clear that i had already lost
I don't understand you
I can't say i blame you
I keep telling me i did wrong
I never had a chance to say
whatever could have made you stay
I keep thinking - have to be strong
Everything seems so unreal
all my thoughts cannot be told
I just keep thinking - why?
I hope that i have found something out
the next time i know what it's about
I'll just have to re-build my mind
collect all the parts and combine
I don't understand you
I can't say i blame you
I keep telling me i did wrong
I never had a chance to say
whatever could have made you stay
I keep thinking - have to be strong
